This past weekend made me feel and think a lot. Being back in Towson for the weekend and watching FCAT practice for semi reminded me of how much I really miss being there.

It was nice to be able to walk next door if i wanted to chill with someone. I miss having everything available to me on campus. I actually wish i still had a meal plan for those days where i don’t have time to cook. I miss being a part of something, being a part of FCAT and having something to do all the time besides studying. I love walking across campus and being able to see PEOPLE, civilization! I liked having the opportunity to meet new people. I miss having study breaks where I would grab a snack with a friend, go to the gym, or just hang out instead of sittin on my ass all day staring out the window when i couldn’t concentrate anymore. I miss having those spontaneous trips at night to taco bell or walmart. I even miss gathering a group of us to carpool to church every sunday and than hooters afterwards lol

I miss all the friends i’ve made there. I feel like im missing out on so much. Being so far away made me miss the opportunity to create stronger relationships with people. Sure being far away has made me realize how much i enjoyed everyone’s company but it is also making those relationships fade away as well. People lose contact of you and everyone’s busy with their life in that moment and with the people around them. There’s just so many things im missing out on and it makes me really sad =( I like to be apart of everything so hearing about all these things going on at towson makes it hard for me knowing i can’t be a part of it. 

Not to mention being at Towson meant being an hour closer to home too! 

I also got to spend the weekend with John which felt nice =] I missed being able to sleep next to him every night and waking up in the morning to continue cuddling. Okay i should probably stop making this feel awkward for you lol But yeah being away helps me realize how much i like him although i’m always complaining about how unfair it is that we only get to see each other every 2 or 3 weeks. It makes me miss him more and more each time. Its frustrating sometimes but when we do get to see each other it makes it that much more special. But it sucks to not always be there.

On a brighter note, Semi was amazing! Everyone looked glamorous. I had a blast and everyone did such a good job dancing! I really wished i could have danced this year but unfortunately nursing school got in the way =/ Hopefully next year tho! I’m not the best dancer, in fact im horrible at routine dancing, but there’s just something about dancing that makes me feel good about myself so i do it. I love the free dance during semi and i always have fun. If i had to choose going to a drinking party or going to a dance party, i’d go dance! So Semi was fun and i really can’t wait for next year =]

Well now im back in boring old hagerstown where the most entertaining thing i can do is watch family guy on hulu. I can honestly say that i am ALWAYS excited to go to Towson and i really can’t wait for the next time i go there! Ok yeah because John is there but i honestly enjoy hanging out with everyone and catching up on life although most of the time i can’t stay long enough to have long conversations with people but when i do, its worth it =] 

So this weekend was great (minus my little cramp attack) but now its back to reality. Not looking forward to the next 2 weeks here -__- 

woops i didnt realize how long this was lol and i just made it longer haha

1. lovelucyluu said: awwww loveee youuuu annie! you’re always missed! <3
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3. vyvyvu said: wooo carpooling to church & hooters! haha hopefully the next time you’re around.. i can finish my story :P
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